solitude
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Joker Mode
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1 min read
Sometimes I feel like this. When I am around others, I do my best to hide it tho. Why? I don’t know. Because I have zero confidence and I don’t want any. I avoid other humans for this reason. I hate summer and xmas. I love winter and autumn. But I have a love/hate relationship…
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In between worlds.
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8 min read
This online world is a constant battle with myself. One part of me hates it. These screens and internet and wifi and all this fake bullshit.
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Anxiety & Uncertainty
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8 min read
I woke up today at 2am. It was raining outside and the rain drops were drumming steel materials outside my window. Drum solo. The gods having band rehearsal. I knew 5 hours was not enough sleep (went to bed at 21pm last night) so tried to sleep more but was met with lacklustre results. So…
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Arms of Freedom
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2 min read
dav there is a romance in the cold, cold airthere is a comfort in the loneliness i barethere is a beauty in the nightmares at which i starethere is a solitude i