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The Trap

its almost impossibleto get out of the trapeven when you knowyou gotta roll with the punchesbut they keep comingreality pounding downuntil you find yourselfin s

Captions

I need a haircut. Say what cannot be said Pray to the dead gods Living in your head For a moment’s victory Enjoy it while it lasts What the

Mentals

got this strange sense of doom and gloom as if I’m not even a real person would love to drop these shenanigans get on the righteous path my problem is that I do

Sunknown

           (DADGCE) I HAVE A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE SUN UNTIL I BECOME SOMEONE AFTER MY FIRST HIGH SCHOOL PHILOSOPHY CLAS

Forever

i’ve been thinking bout you
and the time when we first kissed
we were laying on your bed
and we were just a couple of kids
when our lips touched
it felt just like heaven

Joker Mode

Sometimes I feel like this. When I am around others, I do my best to hide it tho. Why? I don’t know. Because I have zero confidence and I don’t […]

Health Tips

Been exploring health and spiritual methods last 15 years. Here is what I’ve learned in 9 lessons since I know u internet folk like lists. So make me famous. Got […]

The Hard Way

Rock solid wisdom for hardcore entrepreneurs: 1. Avoid other people’s communities. You are not an ant. Start your own. 2. Never rely on one source. You are a renaissance man. […]

Veganism

Veganism is the ONLY hope humanity has for a better world full of kindness, love, laughter, fruit trees, creativity, earth gardens and abundance/prosperity/compassion for ALL. Herding culture is the root […]

Superfan Avatar

What are their challenges in life? Depression, emptiness, money, relationships, belonging  What are their pain points in life? Insecurity, anti-establishment, outsider  What are the goals and dreams of this person? […]

Rehab At Home

QUIT:social mediasugar, oil saltdairy, milk, chees, eggs, butterbeef, pork, chicken, turkey, fishalcohol, drugs, stimulants EMBRACE:booksmeditationyogagymsaunashowerwholefoodsmantradevotionguitarsingingwritingpoetrywalkinglibraryhuman contacthuman touchdatingsocialmartial artsteachingcoachingnaturemovementplantsflowerstreesskysunsnowrainsoilgrassdirtsandoceantravelskineyesspeakingbuskingperformingballetoperacinemaboredomsilencesolitudefriendslaughtersleepingrestingpartiesorgiesecstatic dancechurchesmuseumsgodssocialwildclimbingplayingspiritualitytantratherapyhealing

iiwii

love is the sun my lovethe sun is the love my sonit is what it is what it is what it isiiiiiiwiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiwiiiiiiiifar enough is never enoughhad enough o

Amazed

do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn’t really matter if you didn’t know what you didyour days were simple but your thoughts were bigyour toys

Demons

I cannot be like I used to be anymore. I want to make people happy and warm. Playful monster rascal was just actually a lost boy looking for love 🙁He […]

Nervous

you look around and see the lightshining down on her faceevery movement is a DAZZLING DISPLAYyour head is left in a daze and the whole placeceases to exist in y

Now

Drinking coffee at home in kitchen. Listening to Children of Bodom’s first album on Spotify from laptop speakers. My laptop is a MacBook pro

Outsiders

Never was a poor boyNever even had a chanceNever been a fighterNever learned to danceNever was a workerNever even knew howNever been a searcherNever have been f

Sacrifice

From the fountain of youthWe drink until it’s dryWe drink until we’re drunk on lifeWe drink until we’re blindWe drink until we are ready For the sacrificeTo end

Spiritual Partner

Looking for an open and evolved person who understands vulnerability. beautifulhealthysmartwittyintelligentfunnyrelaxedambitiousdiligentcreativeplayfulfuntalentedbrilliantsexycrazywildfreefitstronghotsexualspiritualwisecaringkindunique

Flower Moon

take me to the flower mooni wanna see the light bendtake me to the flower moonwanna take you where you never been we all suffer the samebanker or prozzierich or

Dream Band

Mirrormind (Markus): vocals, guitars, piano, madman dancing, conducting Electronic Wizard: keyboards, synths, sounds, beats Rhythm Lord: drums, percussion Multi-instrumentalist 1: guitars, vocals, keyboards, percussionMulti-instrumentalist 2: guitar, vocals, keyboards, percussion StringsHorns

Performer Outfit

bright red + gold + brown leather suit (jacket, pants, vest)bowler hatleather glovesbootsclockwhite shirtringsear ringsnecklacebraceletunderwearsockstattooscufflingscane
overcoatbeltpainted nailsreading glassessun glasseswalletbagcadillacgibsonfenderpennotebookpassport

Business Ideas

Freedom to Express Project Markus 2020 Mental health for musicians Life mastery for artists Intuition vs Intellect The Art of Business and the business of art The Artist Entrepreneur Earn […]

Travel Expenses

(for one week) foodwater €0,60breakfast €5pizza + coke €6,50groceries €12,27smoothie €3,50coke €0,60water €1,49coke + nachos €2,28pizza €1,50groceries €9,24pizza + coke €6drinks €18ice cream €6,60coke €1,70water €0,90= €76,18 transportbus €1,70bus to […]

White Gypsy (album idea)

WHITEGYPSY 1. thedestroyer2. gamechanger3. lookatme4. veganwarlord5. thundercunt6. nippletingler7. saskatchewan8. alcoholympics9. lovefucked10. egodeathwish11. selfhellguru12. shadowking13. neveragain14. fearthefear15. ifonlywecouldstayhere whitegypsyforpresident.com genres:electronicfolkbluespop (none of these songs are real)

Extra 100k

What would i do with an extra $100k ? Lets think $100 MILLION instead of $100,000 (there’s too many people who need help, as far as I’m concerned). I like […]

June

it all started in the summer of my youthwhen i was getting ready to leave my world behindwe were strangers but it’s strange how time flieswhen you find someone

Daylusions

I’m the one eyed man in the land of the blindgive what is yours, take what is minego back and forth, I draw a lineto cross the line, I do a lineto kill the time

Smart Fools

take my hand, gimme a signnobody ever knows where to draw the lineeverybody talking about what they wantbut i ain’t fooled easily and that’s a startgimme a sign

Alonely

nobody hereto stroke my egonobody hereto tell me who i amnobody hereto carry my weightnobody hereto hear me be silentalonebut not lonelyon my owna little madbut

Before

it was all overbefore it beganwe knew what we wantedbefore it was plannedwe wanted to knowwe wanted to feelbefore there was hopebefore this was realwe loved som

Letting Go

alone again without a friendstranded with mysef, abandonedthey say time heals, always wondered whenit never healed me, don’t think it can gotta let it goi’m let

Budget

tenerife flight 300€tenerife accomodation 4 months 2000€gibson sunburst acoustic 2000€macbook air 1000€black suitblack bootsblack hatblack f

Loser Habits

LOSER HABITS that keep me poor. • drinking shitty finnish can beer• formula 1• living with parents• relying on government for money, health care, etc.• torrenting• eating junk food• wearing […]

Shell

look at me now in this shellcan’t hold on, bones run dryit’s amazing to exist like thisfighting temptationto break freefrom what i mistookas

Release

(VISCERAL LATITUDES) Ii tried to be the manyou wanted me to bei took your drugs, swallowed your pillsi chased your dreamsbut not it’s over, lights come onthe cr

Inventor

I’m an inventor. Do you know what my great invention is? Problems. That’s right, I invent problems out of thin air. Problems that don’t even

Tartu

Came to Tartu for a few days (a small uni town in Estonia) with my incredibly amazing girlfriend. I was asked to be on the panel of judges for the […]

The Only Way

everytime I think you’ll turn awayyou look at me,like i’m no strangereverytime I feel I’ve done something wrongyou make me feellike it’s the only thing that’s r

Smart Fool

take my handgimme a signnobody seems to knowwhere to draw the lineeverybody talking ’bout what they wantbut I ain’t fooled easily and that’s a startnow tha

Crazy

I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their […]

Without You

it’s only without youthat i’m cruelit’s only without youthat i’m a foolnothing is enoughno matter how close you arewish i had some luckbut all my luck is long g

Doors

We need doors to pull us inDoors to keep us outDoors that scream and doors that shoutTo hide our doubtThe doors are opening now Barely open I couldn’t resistI h

Comedown

lets come downfrom where we are nowlets go somewherewe can be alonemy love for youis a one way streetwhere we go nowthere’s no return come downfrom your high ho

I Confess

look at my window at the falling snowplay my guitar and I begin to knowguess I have my own way of finding happinesssometimes I feel greatsometimes I am a messI

Nervous

you look around and see the lightshining down on her faceevery movement is a lesson in graceyour head is left in a daze and the whole placeceases to exist in yo

Lumimarjat

tyttö, joka oleton hän, joka sai minuttanssimaan sydämessäniiloitsemaan miten mahtavaaon elää niin kuin elänvaikka monet eivät ymmärräkäänminun elämääni, minun

SOS

i don’t know anything no more.i feel wrong, everything feels wrong. so i sing this songof suffering come sing alongi know your suffering / sing out your sufferi

Observers

we become undonedarkenedwe become oneenlightened as we observewe are observedand we servethe inner world we climb so highup the mountainwe fall so hardinto love

Away

lately i’ve been dreaming of going awayto start all over and be born againthis time things would be differentmaybe i don’t have to make a difference lately i’ve

I Know

wake up againa new chance to beginthe lights are dimbut all I need is within all my loveis all I gotI don’t need nobody to tell methat it’s not the way to goI k

Weekly Diet

* 18 kg bananas (30€, 16000cals) * 1 kg dates (20€, 2800cals) * 1 x celery head (3€, 100cals) * 7 x romaine lettuce “ruukku” (9€, 120cals) * 2 kg […]

Last Words

the world shall turnas it always didno more hurtlet’s try to liveas if we’d never metas if we’d never knownthat love growsin the garden of the unknown you said

Layers

slowly, but surelyi let go of another layeranother old selfi no longer need it’s burning, it’s meltingthose old waysof thoughts that torturedand crippled me for

Cage

time is like a cagenobody is acting their agewe are old and youngin so many wayswe live in tomorrowsand yesterdays friends are just peoplethat we think we knowa

Cabin

locked insidethe dark cold cabinof my mindwhere birds don’t singwhere city noises hidebehind silenceit’s warm insidethe cozy cabinof my dreamsa place where i ca

Killing Time

i’ m killing timei don’t know whyi ain’t dead yetbut i don’t feel alivedon’t knowwhere i’m supposed to beso i drownin my sweet misery i’m killing timebut i don’

Glow

i’m turning into something that i’m notand it’s making me forget who you arei don’t wanna forget who you arecause you make me everything i’m not there are somet

Aware

something is happening to me
but i’m not scared
I guess I’m just becoming more aware

aware of what I am
and what is around
aware of all the

Hunger

i got this hunger insideto feel more and more alivei’m going forward but im on rewindi wish someone wouldjust press playi think that would b

Ocean

drunk on waterhigh on fruitin love with truthwe all have the same pursuitto fall into the oceanthe ocean of gloryocean of beautyocean of fee

Canvas

1:53 in the morningmy place is a fucking messempty bottles lie scatteredher smell is in my headthese monday morningsmy painful gloriesi now

Scrapyard

My life has become a scrapyard. Junk lies scattered everywhere on land that has almost become infertile. The junk used to be precious antiques, cutting edge technology, and building blocks […]

1001

It all started with a recommendation from me on how my sister could loseweight to fit her wedding dress… The irony is that this inspired me to become a better […]

Amazed

do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn’t really matter if you didn’t know what you didyour days were simple but your thought

Lions

senseless and tiredyou weep behind my dooryou are weak and your eyes are getting sorei’m a travelling a sacrificea that means nothing is no

Compassion 101

what is compassion? for me, compassion is feeling another’s pain, really feeling it believing in somebody else when they don’t believe in themselves understanding and appreciating another’s views even if […]

Sacrifice

from the fountain of youth we drink until it’s drywe drink until we are drunk on lifewe drink until we’re blindwe drink until we are readyfo

Voice

before you have a voiceyou gotta have something to saybefore you are knownyou gotta have something to shownobody cares about what you are no

Innocence

“CainFleeingAbelrWilliamBlake Innocencetake me to a new placedon’t lie be afraid of not changingtalk to insects. say that love is a shotgunthink that ever

Half Asleep

voices jump at me through crowdsthe water is too cold, tv too loudit’s really just give and takelike life on the edge or driving without breaksi am either half-

Cruel

it’s so cruelthat i never got to see your eyesafter we killed each other inside it’s so cruelthat i never got to hear your voicewhen there was no more words to

Only

we know the right words to saywe know when to look and when to look awaywe know how to feel and how it’s fakedwe know what to do and how it breaks but we don’t

See

somedays i am a lonely mani don’t know anythingand i don’t understandi walk along the streets like an invisible mansometimes i wanna disappe

Supermen

i wanna be a supermani wanna save the worldi wanna destroy the bad mani wanna become more than i can i don’t need to be a hero to anyone but myselfi don’t need