Artist Prayer
(with Open D tuned electric guitar) Creator of the universehow infinite and astonishingare your worldsthank you for your sacred artand sustaining presence Divin
Bolt From The Blue (poem)
A bolt from the blue
Poorest Man Alive
I want to be the poorest man alive Knowing that everyone around me Is doing well, is happy and dancing I don’t need any of that All i need is a quiet room
Broke Legend
You have to fight the sickness Everytime you go to the shop Looking for diamonds In a bag of glass War is hell Gypsy at heart Money money gypsy version Lost my
Rooster Illusions
Guess im just anothrr turd on his phoneSitting in an airport, going homeRooster illusions spinning in my headWhat can i say that i havent al
The Trap
its almost impossibleto get out of the trapeven when you knowyou gotta roll with the punchesbut they keep comingreality pounding downuntil you find yourselfin s
Metta (Loving Kindness)
May I be free from all hatred.
Musicians Wanted!
Are you read to join Vicevoids?
Clouds In A Cave
staring at clouds in a cave
Captions
I need a haircut. Say what cannot be said Pray to the dead gods Living in your head For a moment’s victory Enjoy it while it lasts What the
Mentals
got this strange sense of doom and gloom as if I’m not even a real person would love to drop these shenanigans get on the righteous path my problem is that I do
Big Bubba Babe (poem)
all you do is rant and rave
Stages
Lord Shiva incense burning
Open Letter
An open letter to fans and friends. IIf you’ve been communicating with me during the last year, I have probably seemed more unhinged than usual. This always happens when I […]
60 Vegan Foods
carrothummusbroccolipotatobatattitofublackbeanskidneybeanscucumberbanana
Coming For You
LOVE IS A DEMON WITHOUT PUPILS WALKS IN THE WOODS WHEN ANGELS CRY LOOKING FOR GOD COVERED IN BLOOD BLENDS RIGHT IN DRESSED IN BLACK PULLS HER DRESS UP BLACKJACK
Herbert Shelteon Quote
“We must raise our understanding of our lifestyle to a plane where it will challenge us to realize that there is such a thing as an abundant
Maybe Baby
I write a lot of poetry most of it is awful Compulsive need to keep at it Writing often feels like I am vomiting my guts out Purging demons,
I Love Being Depressed
Fuck this shit. Tried it all, nothing helps or works and then I just feel even worse. All that woowoo meditation, breathing, health food, self help, social media feel good […]
Promo Ideas
Music is the language of the gods.Here is the evidence:
Sunknown
(DADGCE) I HAVE A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE SUN UNTIL I BECOME SOMEONE AFTER MY FIRST HIGH SCHOOL PHILOSOPHY CLAS
The Truth Is
I have no idea what I’m doing. No wait. That is not true. I have some ideas… but all this artist poet stuff is a kind of childish game I pla
Born Again Atheist
Good day to you all. I’m having a big morning coffee (with milk and sugar). Slept well. Although I injured myself at the gym yesterday. Went too deep with the dips. […]
Notes From Bonkerville
It’s snowing outside. I’m sitting in my living room listening to Townes Van Zandt’s “High, Low & In Between” album quietly pla
Mack Truck Blues
i feel uglyand unprofessionalBut too proud to careProud of this manic floodlook around and seeBroken pieces comin togetherLike a jigsawUse to be, a Big shotThey
ADDICTIONS: 5 groups
I coffee booze cigs drugsporn
Head N Heart
If there is a battle between the head and the heart, always follow the heart. The path of meditationThe path of sensitivityThe path of awakeningThe path of attentionThe path of […]
Dry Fast Journal
Begin: Tuesday February 13, 2024 12:06pmWeight: 86.45kg DAY 112:09 Just started my 30 hour dry fast. Here we go. Had a big lemon water with cayenne drops to start the […]
Forever
i’ve been thinking bout you
and the time when we first kissed
we were laying on your bed
and we were just a couple of kids
when our lips touched
it felt just like heaven
Crash ‘n Burn
IOpen your eyes in the morning lightBeen a long night as your dreamworlds diedAnd you came alive to this paradisewhere you wondered why unti
Midnight Rider
its midnight and i’m driving down that highwayeveryone is sleeping but i’m just drivingdont know if i’m going the right awayoutside its snow
Superstar
SUPERSTARHOLY TRIFECTA
Money Mirror
Money makes you weaker the mirror said to the student. Somewhere on your path a holy man will come along and question what you do, what you are, etc. But […]
Joker Mode
Sometimes I feel like this. When I am around others, I do my best to hide it tho. Why? I don’t know. Because I have zero confidence and I don’t […]
Uncompromised Desire
I want to bring back something that seems to be a bit missing and I think many people are really craving for it…. kind of like the punk mo
River Dancing
In country side recording new album, finally found the sweet spot. Xmas release. Guitar + voice. Nothing else. Lonewolf Lullabies. Next week or nxt saturday better for the gods to […]
From Birth To Being
going through all demos from 2019-2023 trying to find the heart of it, best of the best songs and ideas i record on phone every year has its
Health Tips
Been exploring health and spiritual methods last 15 years. Here is what I’ve learned in 9 lessons since I know u internet folk like lists. So make me famous. Got […]
In between worlds.
This online world is a constant battle with myself. One part of me hates it. These screens and internet and wifi and all this fake bullshit.
5 Month Cleanse Protocol
Days 1-10Lemonade x 10 days
United States of Self
It’s been a good day so far. Got up at 5:30am. Went for a light 3km run in the rain while listening to ipod. Did some calisthenics/mobility in the park. […]
Solid Food Vacation
In august I plan to start my first solid food vacation. This will last 3-4 months. Not sure yet. Lets see how it goes. I will be mainly drin
Crash and Burn
Going off the rails again with mental states. Don’t really wanna write but thought this will be good for the grandkids when the big daddy is
Vegan Is Calm
Vegan diet is very difficult for people who are highly addicted to the hormones in meat. These are very stimulating for your body, mind and
The New Elite
I was talking about toxic people and families with a friend. He said: I think 1/3 of my high school class were hopelessly damaged by toxic family. The other 1/3 […]
Oversharing/caring
A consultation with myself.Stop giving it all away for free. Give them glimpses. If they want more, let them come here to the website. Ideal
Anxiety & Uncertainty
I woke up today at 2am. It was raining outside and the rain drops were drumming steel materials outside my window. Drum solo. The gods having band rehearsal. I knew […]
Online Business Model System
MONTH 1week 1 – write ebookweek 2 – edit ebookweek 3 – publish ebookweek 4 – promote ebook
The Hard Way
Rock solid wisdom for hardcore entrepreneurs: 1. Avoid other people’s communities. You are not an ant. Start your own. 2. Never rely on one source. You are a renaissance man. […]
Emotional Cycle (by David Viscotti)
Pain in the present is experienced as hurt.
Hurt (by Bill Ferguson)
When you were born, you were pure love, but you were born into a world that suppresses this state. You then got hurt. You experienced reject
All Disease Is Cancer
Richard Feynman: “Science is the belief in the ignorance of experts”
I Love This Shit
Hahaa! Not even close to where I want to be as a singer and guitar player. Taking a year off to practise so I can play these songs properly and […]
Love & Truth
Just remember that if you are not vegan you are anti-spiritual. Eating is one the most fundmental spiritual practices because we do it every day. These internet memes are usually […]
Veganism
Veganism is the ONLY hope humanity has for a better world full of kindness, love, laughter, fruit trees, creativity, earth gardens and abundance/prosperity/compassion for ALL. Herding culture is the root […]
Jesus is Back!
Christ has appeared many times.
Pharma vs Psychedelics?
Saw a shrink yesterday. He was a black dude from Africa. Asked me when is the last time I got laid. Then prescribed me some pills which i am contemplating […]
I Love This
Makes me feel like all this struggle is part of the ceremony part of the celebration Life is magic Existence is a miracle Rhythm is God SOUND is revolution Just […]
Om Shanti Om
Been feeling really happy since the new moon Virgo last saturday. Last month felt like it lasted forever. And the whole summer felt like beyond forever. Lots of deep inner […]
Creative Gratitude
I would like to take a few moments to thank the system. Humanity has built a wonderful habitat. We have learned a lot since time began. We have made mistakes. […]
Why Vegan? 7 Reasons.
In this blog post we are gonna go through the biggest reasons anyone would even want to begin this path and go real deep on the WHY. In my e
Thomas Cole paintings
This painting series by Thomas Cole is about me. I have lived many lives. Welcome to my mind. Make yourself at home. Have a cold one. Turn u
Ghost Town Confession
home office
Business Is A Spiritual Game
My inner kingdom
Branding Worksheet
Everything we’ve learned before helps you build your music brand. It is important to understand that a brand is not a logo, a font, or a cer
Superfan Avatar
What are their challenges in life? Depression, emptiness, money, relationships, belonging What are their pain points in life? Insecurity, anti-establishment, outsider What are the goals and dreams of this person? […]
Artist Identity Q & A
I. PERSONAL IDENTITY
FOMO
TWO MASTER RULES of Crypto
MIND GAMES (Lennon)
We all been playing those mind gamesTogetherPushing the barrier, planting seedsPlaying the mind guerillaChanting the mantra, “peace on Earth
Johnny Be Good (Chuck Berry)
This is on old Chuck Berry song i decided to re-write the music for. Dedicated to all robots of the future who will look back and study what
God Will Cut Ya Down (trad.)
you can run on for a long timerun on for a long timerun on for a long timebut sooner or later god will cut you downsooner or later god will
You Made Me
The internet is a laboratoryWe are all test subjectsGreat experiment of human ingenuityOur ideas and artworks put to the testEven a song is
Dare To Dream
I was always fascinated with music since I can remember. At first it was just the songs I heard from speakers. And there were guitars around
Music Is God
People been asking me but how will you play these songs live? My answer: Improvise! I never understood artists who play the same songs live in the same way for a million […]
Description of An Idiot
✓ eats meat✓ avoids intellectual debate✓ believes in god✓ denies climate change✓ prioritizes feel good now✓ employee✓ fixed mindset✓ narcisissist✓ thinks we can’t change anything✓ drinks alcohol✓ smokes cigarettes✓ likes […]
Positive Thinking
Positive thinking is the hardest skill in life or even good thinking or optimistic thinking.
Winterblüm
you are my oceanwhere i sail my relationshipsand my emotionsgive birth to the inner bloomgreat mother take meinto your wombsoothe my inner w
Insecurity
i have this insecurityjust can’t get to it, can’t access itsomedays i’m great, king of the worldi can charm your grandmaand make a depressed
Rehab At Home
QUIT:social mediasugar, oil saltdairy, milk, chees, eggs, butterbeef, pork, chicken, turkey, fishalcohol, drugs, stimulants EMBRACE:booksmeditationyogagymsaunashowerwholefoodsmantradevotionguitarsingingwritingpoetrywalkinglibraryhuman contacthuman touchdatingsocialmartial artsteachingcoachingnaturemovementplantsflowerstreesskysunsnowrainsoilgrassdirtsandoceantravelskineyesspeakingbuskingperformingballetoperacinemaboredomsilencesolitudefriendslaughtersleepingrestingpartiesorgiesecstatic dancechurchesmuseumsgodssocialwildclimbingplayingspiritualitytantratherapyhealing
As Good As It Gets
Tonight I’m gonna reveal myselfLike never before to youSkip the fireworks, tapdances,Cartwheels, and explosionsInstead, I’ll show youHow I f
Rush of Blood To The Head (Coldplay)
I’m gonna buy this place and burn it downI’m gonna put it six feet under groundI’m gonna buy this place and watch it fallStand here beside me baby in the crumbl
Kaikki Huolet Kaukana
Nyt olen helvetin iloinenRahaa vitusti tililläPienes kännisäFrendit vieressäVaimo ja lapset kotonaKaikki huolet kaukanaKaikki huolet kaukana Oi oi mikä biisi tu
The Real Me
Modern men are mirrorsRaised by wolvesLonely billionairesBored in heaven
iiwii
love is the sun my lovethe sun is the love my sonit is what it is what it is what it isiiiiiiwiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiwiiiiiiiifar enough is never enoughhad enough o
Amazed
do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn’t really matter if you didn’t know what you didyour days were simple but your thoughts were bigyour toys
Demons
I cannot be like I used to be anymore. I want to make people happy and warm. Playful monster rascal was just actually a lost boy looking for love 🙁He […]
Nervous
you look around and see the lightshining down on her faceevery movement is a DAZZLING DISPLAYyour head is left in a daze and the whole placeceases to exist in y
Always Be Creating
Yesterday I did my first instagram live. And anyways, getting more into all this social media because I finally understood what all this is. My songs and website are my […]
Now
Drinking coffee at home in kitchen. Listening to Children of Bodom’s first album on Spotify from laptop speakers. My laptop is a MacBook pro
Outsiders
Never was a poor boyNever even had a chanceNever been a fighterNever learned to danceNever was a workerNever even knew howNever been a searcherNever have been f
Business Proposal
You will love this and hate me
Standing Still Might Kill You Inside
I chase her footstepsAlthough it’s getting dark to seeI wish I knew what to doSo I could catch youCause it’s getting lonely as hell in this townAt least I have
Sacrifice
From the fountain of youthWe drink until it’s dryWe drink until we’re drunk on lifeWe drink until we’re blindWe drink until we are ready For the sacrificeTo end
Viking Jesus Time
Now i just gotta decide who I trust enough to give all my passwords to so I don’t delete everything and destroy all this hard work I’ve done
Bobby Jean (Springsteen)
Well, I came to your house the other dayYour mother said you went awayShe said there was nothing that I could have doneThere was nothing nobody could sayMe and
12 Reasons I Failed As A Musician
here they are1 deleting ALL my social media (many times)2 overestimating my abilities3 underestimating my audience4 lack of focus5 lack of strategy6 ignorance of the greater game7 poor mental health […]
Spiritual Partner
Looking for an open and evolved person who understands vulnerability. beautifulhealthysmartwittyintelligentfunnyrelaxedambitiousdiligentcreativeplayfulfuntalentedbrilliantsexycrazywildfreefitstronghotsexualspiritualwisecaringkindunique
Still Crazy After All These Years (Paul Simon)
[Verse 1]I met my old lover on the street last nightShe seemed so glad to see me, I just smiledAnd we talked about some old timesAnd we drank ourselves some bee
Innerworlds Outerworlds
Primordial awareness which is your true nature needs no development- the whole enlightenment process is for the mind/body structure. I would recommend various simultaneous approaches to loosen the bonds of […]
Roll of The Dice (by Jed Mckenna)
Dear folks:
Flower Moon
take me to the flower mooni wanna see the light bendtake me to the flower moonwanna take you where you never been we all suffer the samebanker or prozzierich or
Black Pill For Baby Blue
gotta be asleep to believein the american dreamall these cute ideas aint gonna build nothingbut repressed rageso fucked upthey lock you up in your own cagewhere
GOD
i am god
MUSIC MASTERY 101
Helping you get focused on your greatest assetand stop chasing rabbits. FUNDAMENTALS:developing a consistent practise routinebusking hits for money (if necessary)cover gigs for money (if necessary)corporate gigs for money (if […]
Before You Contact Me
PLEASE READ THIS PAGE BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME I help lost souls and lone wolves find their place in this world. I help them become wealthy and free, so they […]
Dream Band
Mirrormind (Markus): vocals, guitars, piano, madman dancing, conducting Electronic Wizard: keyboards, synths, sounds, beats Rhythm Lord: drums, percussion Multi-instrumentalist 1: guitars, vocals, keyboards, percussionMulti-instrumentalist 2: guitar, vocals, keyboards, percussion StringsHorns
Performer Outfit
bright red + gold + brown leather suit (jacket, pants, vest)bowler hatleather glovesbootsclockwhite shirtringsear ringsnecklacebraceletunderwearsockstattooscufflingscane overcoatbeltpainted nailsreading glassessun glasseswalletbagcadillacgibsonfenderpennotebookpassport
The Dark Lord of Internet Marketing
I Say What Others Are Too Afraid To Even Think.Why? Because it fills me with joy. WARNING!! What you are about to read is not for fluffcakes… My mission in […]
Fan Letter
I first discovered the music of Markus Nylund on a website with new demos by bands from Finland. This was in the year 2002. There was a song called Somebody […]
Refund Policy
NO QUESTIONS ASKED REFUND ON EVERYTHING + $100 for trying it out my unique UWIWULIL policy (“u win = i win, u lose = i lose”) PRONOUNCIATION: uvi-vu-lil (you heard […]
Blind Spots
You want children as much as i want to explore blind spots
Self Help Is The Ultimate Addiction
The idea that success is something to learn or chase or achieve That thought has made a lot people that are not you, very rich But these people are not […]
The Mature Person (by Erich Fromm)
Eventually, the mature person has come to the point where he is his own mother and his own father. He has, as it were, a motherly and a fath
Helsinki Busking
Niche: old time music, americana, blues, country, roots, folk, mountain songs, bluegrass, traditional, dark poets, the band, neil young, ray
Business Ideas
Freedom to Express Project Markus 2020 Mental health for musicians Life mastery for artists Intuition vs Intellect The Art of Business and the business of art The Artist Entrepreneur Earn […]
When The Levee Breaks
“I don’t trust anyone who doesn’t like Led Zeppelin.”-Jack White If it keeps on rainin, levees goin to break,If it keeps on rainin, levees goin to break,When th
Musician Application
PROGRAMME: Stay & Play + Stay & Create
Marketing Plan
I. Skills, Talents, Gifts & Knowledge:
The Coaching Path
A website and business idea that never happened.
World Musician Daily Routine
wake upwalk/5tibetans/meditatewater/fruit/nuts
Wealth Creation
music teaching businesscopywriterstreet performercreative speaker
Success Routine
6amPOWER HOURHydration, nutrition, exerciseShit, shower, shaveMeditation, gratitudeVisualizations, Affirmations, hypnosisInspiration, motiva
Music Practise
areas to work/focus on:
Musician Income Sources
You can easily make 10k per month if you get your ducks in a row…
Travel Expenses
(for one week) foodwater €0,60breakfast €5pizza + coke €6,50groceries €12,27smoothie €3,50coke €0,60water €1,49coke + nachos €2,28pizza €1,50groceries €9,24pizza + coke €6drinks €18ice cream €6,60coke €1,70water €0,90= €76,18 transportbus €1,70bus to […]
Basic Needs
i think fulfilling the basic needs of humans is step one. So yes, it starts with ourselves:
Blood On The Streets
Malta
Avalanche (L. Cohen)
Well I stepped into an avalanche,it covered up my soul;when I am not this hunchback that you see,I sleep beneath the golden hill.You who wish to conquer pain,yo
White Gypsy (album idea)
WHITEGYPSY 1. thedestroyer2. gamechanger3. lookatme4. veganwarlord5. thundercunt6. nippletingler7. saskatchewan8. alcoholympics9. lovefucked10. egodeathwish11. selfhellguru12. shadowking13. neveragain14. fearthefear15. ifonlywecouldstayhere whitegypsyforpresident.com genres:electronicfolkbluespop (none of these songs are real)
Travel Web Log
I’ve been traveling for exactly 1 month now.I took a ferry from Finland to Estonia and then traveled by bus from Tallinn to Latvia, Lithuani
Success Apartments
Business idea: Rentable elite-level apartment for artists and entrepreneurs. Everything set up. Just walk in and create.
Extra 100k
What would i do with an extra $100k ? Lets think $100 MILLION instead of $100,000 (there’s too many people who need help, as far as I’m concerned). I like […]
One Hour Consultation (offer)
1 hour consultations:
Negative Review of A Business Course
i think courses like this are kind of pointless. Most people here are just desperate idiots looking for a quick fix solution to their financ
Musicians Wanted Ad
Looking for talented musicians to start badass country/blues band with. Nashville sound! If you know what that means and you’re interested a
As We Lie Here
as we lie hereyou in your bed i in minewill you find me? you askyes, i will tryeven when i’m lost? you demandyes, i lieso lets cryourselves to sleeplet it all o
Markus Nylund Brand
musician / poet / philosopherspiritual anarchist
Self-Authoring (present virtues)
completed september 16, 2017https://selfauthoring.com/
June
it all started in the summer of my youthwhen i was getting ready to leave my world behindwe were strangers but it’s strange how time flieswhen you find someone
Daylusions
I’m the one eyed man in the land of the blindgive what is yours, take what is minego back and forth, I draw a lineto cross the line, I do a lineto kill the time
Smart Fools
take my hand, gimme a signnobody ever knows where to draw the lineeverybody talking about what they wantbut i ain’t fooled easily and that’s a startgimme a sign
Alonely
nobody hereto stroke my egonobody hereto tell me who i amnobody hereto carry my weightnobody hereto hear me be silentalonebut not lonelyon my owna little madbut
Thinking About You
i’ve been thinking ’bout youand the time when we first kissedwe were laying on your bedwe were just a couple of kidswhen our lips touched it felt just like heav
Before
it was all overbefore it beganwe knew what we wantedbefore it was plannedwe wanted to knowwe wanted to feelbefore there was hopebefore this was realwe loved som
Letting Go
alone again without a friendstranded with mysef, abandonedthey say time heals, always wondered whenit never healed me, don’t think it can gotta let it goi’m let
Standing Still
i chase her footstepsalthough it’s getting dark to seei wish i knew what to doso i could catch youcause it’s getting lonely as hell in this townat least i have
Budget
tenerife flight 300€tenerife accomodation 4 months 2000€gibson sunburst acoustic 2000€macbook air 1000€black suitblack bootsblack hatblack f
INTP
Introversion | Intuition | Thinking | Perceiving
Sounds of The Sun
the ocean called to me last nightlike a drug i never tried love like heroin the city lifethe city life felt like suicide taxi rideanother airport another cityme
Loser Habits
LOSER HABITS that keep me poor. • drinking shitty finnish can beer• formula 1• living with parents• relying on government for money, health care, etc.• torrenting• eating junk food• wearing […]
Stadium, Here I Come
talked to my friend David from Canadaon imessage the other dayhe always make me laughwith his crazy stories, wisdom and belief in mewe met a
Survival of The Species
hello old friendsand young strangerswe’re gathered herein the name of survivalto steer this great ship forwards and towardsfreedom from our mythologies i was se
Manifesto
to carry the torchof truth and lightlike great men carriedlong before i was bornand those who’ll continue the worklong after i’m goneeventua
Be Who You Really Are
before you kill yourself read this because this is me on the edge and look at us now right? It’s time to create the life I always dreamed of. It’s […]
Old Ways
I’m back again to my old ways days of not giving a fuck nobody to answer to nobody to come home to
Death Killers
went out and tracked it downdestroyed darknesshunted shadowsaround towncrucified those fuckersin holy lightwatched them screamin agonyput a
Back On Track
it’s good to be backto be back on trackhungry horsehorse headed for hamsterdamwill this finally bethe place i needthe place that needs me to
Shell
look at me now in this shellcan’t hold on, bones run dryit’s amazing to exist like thisfighting temptationto break freefrom what i mistookas
The Eternal Victory
i often wish for some kind of relieffrom these neverending insults and wishesand my lack of faith in reality
Positive Mental Attitude
All those bullshit mind games we play in between the doing and not doing. Motivation? Procrastination? Forget all that. Do it. Let the proce
The Right Mindset
Before you hit the ground running with your business, I would like to briefly discuss the importance of developing the right mindset to ensu
Building A Website
I’ve been making websites for almost 15 years now (I was a musician for 10 years) and in the beginning I was just coding it myself with basi
You Were Free
with mom and sister (early 90s)
Serve & Feed
I was a musician for the last 10 years and decided to try something else this year. Ever since I can remember I’ve been a man on a mission.
The Real Thing
There is a world that is deeper than that which you perceive through your six senses (sight, sound, smell, taste, touch, thought). There is
Recording An Album
This is a progress report. Nothing is finished yet. So since the beginning of June I’ve been mostly staying out of the sun and instead bathi
Music As A Spiritual Path
Last night I was hired to play a solo show at a Kebab restaurant where they have a beautiful summer garden. Didn’t really know what to expec
Don’t Forget!
A list to remind myself of what I have learned.
Mental Problems
Painting by Thomas Cole
The Birth of Light
they call it hatebut hate is only hurt in disguisea new dawn breakswhatever was lostis still stuck insidewaiting for…the birth of light they call it angerbut an
Release
(VISCERAL LATITUDES) Ii tried to be the manyou wanted me to bei took your drugs, swallowed your pillsi chased your dreamsbut not it’s over, lights come onthe cr
Invisible World
there’s an invisible world where a thousand joys make up for a thousand sorrows the invisible world where we feel an endless agony the broke
Inventor
I’m an inventor. Do you know what my great invention is? Problems. That’s right, I invent problems out of thin air. Problems that don’t even
Before I Leave
Ibefore i leavegimme one more kissbefore i leavedon’t wanna leave it like thisbefore i leavewith our fairytale fearsbefore i leavewith the taste of your tearson
Tartu
Came to Tartu for a few days (a small uni town in Estonia) with my incredibly amazing girlfriend. I was asked to be on the panel of judges for the […]
The Only Way
everytime I think you’ll turn awayyou look at me,like i’m no strangereverytime I feel I’ve done something wrongyou make me feellike it’s the only thing that’s r
Smart Fool
take my handgimme a signnobody seems to knowwhere to draw the lineeverybody talking ’bout what they wantbut I ain’t fooled easily and that’s a startnow tha
Know No Thing
(c)IgorChagin
My Depression Has Returned
(written to a friend who became my girlfriend a few months later)hi, my depression has returned this morning for some reason and I couldn’t help but think about our conversation […]
Crazy
I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their […]
Post-Show Blues
Whether it’s a bigger or smaller show, with band or solo, there seems to be this comedown or hangover after I perform in front of people and
My Vote
peacejusticelovepowertruthfreedombeauty
Without You
it’s only without youthat i’m cruelit’s only without youthat i’m a foolnothing is enoughno matter how close you arewish i had some luckbut all my luck is long g
Doors
We need doors to pull us inDoors to keep us outDoors that scream and doors that shoutTo hide our doubtThe doors are opening now Barely open I couldn’t resistI h
World’s Safest Place
it’s midnight and i’m drivingdown that highwayeverybody’s sleepingbut i’m just driving don’t know if i’m goingthe right wayoutside it’s snowingthe cold wind is
Happy Tears, Sad Smile
you’re crying those happy tears againyou’re smiling but your smile is sad within everything feels wrong right noweverything is wrong right nowbut not anymore yo
Love Song For An Anarchist
hey youwho destroys peaceyou are onlydestroying yourselfhey you who doesn’t swim but driftsknow that our curseis our gift every man is bound to falleven if it’s
Black Holes
We ride through the black holes,remaining as the permanent centersof the universe; of the multiverse; of the cosmos;of ourselves.
Millionaire
bad luck is a temporary thingas long as you know how to beginyou’ll be alrightbad luck can be a terrible thingbut if you wanna be a kingyou
Comedown
lets come downfrom where we are nowlets go somewherewe can be alonemy love for youis a one way streetwhere we go nowthere’s no return come downfrom your high ho
This Friend
sometimes i get this feelinglike i’m not where im supposed to bethere’s this place somewhere that’s callingoh yeah it’s calling mei keep on
Time To Wake Up
for too long we’ve been lying to ourselvesfor to long we’ve been surrounded by this messit’s time to lift our middle fingersand point them at our leaders, point
I Confess
look at my window at the falling snowplay my guitar and I begin to knowguess I have my own way of finding happinesssometimes I feel greatsometimes I am a messI
Modern Man B.S
I can’t stand these human exploiters like Timothy Ferriss, Neil Strauss, Robb Wolf, Mark Sisson, PUA community, crapaleo/crossfit community,
Sweet Little Tragedy
sweet little tragedy12.02.2012 stuck in betweenthe low life’s paradiseand the american dreamI feed the beastbecause my pain is joyand in my cage I’m free if all
Neverending War
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akm3nYN8aG8 Iall the lies and gamesand clever wayswe’re told what to thinkand so we do what we think is rightall the moviesand te
Hello Stranger
(tempo: 116) you may think thatyou’re in lovehow can you knowfor sure?that tomorrowyou’ll just say helloto a strangerat the door hello, strangerhow you been?i a
Why My Love Why?
i was doing alrightuntil you came alongnow doing alrightit seems so wrongand it’s justnot enough why my love oh why?you’re doing this to mewhen i felt just fine
Nervous
you look around and see the lightshining down on her faceevery movement is a lesson in graceyour head is left in a daze and the whole placeceases to exist in yo
Lumimarjat
tyttö, joka oleton hän, joka sai minuttanssimaan sydämessäniiloitsemaan miten mahtavaaon elää niin kuin elänvaikka monet eivät ymmärräkäänminun elämääni, minun
The Truth Must Be Seen
(from Ruthless Truth forums) ugh… just wrote a long post which took me hours to write and it disappeared when I tried to submit it. Fucking computers… well here we […]
So Close Yet So Far
Liberation transmission please.Lets dance.
Look For What’s Looking
(a post in a spiritual forum called “Ruthless Truth” by Ciaran Healy that no longer exists)how can one see something that doesn’t exist??LOO
Liberation From Liberation
Was going to keep this simple but fuck it, here goes.
SOS
i don’t know anything no more.i feel wrong, everything feels wrong. so i sing this songof suffering come sing alongi know your suffering / sing out your sufferi
Broken Promise
he was a broken promisewith nothingbut a gunwithout bulletsno moneyin his pocketshe could see just darknessstaring at himwhen he sleptlaughing at himwhen he wep
Observers
we become undonedarkenedwe become oneenlightened as we observewe are observedand we servethe inner world we climb so highup the mountainwe fall so hardinto love
We Are Born Dead
if it’s not who you areand it’s who you’re notthen you’re just a cure for the pain called lovewe shouldn’t need a mapto find our waywhen we’re truly lostwe will
Peace & Joy
Not ready yet to communicate with the world because i am not ready to say what i have to say. Instead i have decided to make a thorough inqu
Away
lately i’ve been dreaming of going awayto start all over and be born againthis time things would be differentmaybe i don’t have to make a difference lately i’ve
I Know
wake up againa new chance to beginthe lights are dimbut all I need is within all my loveis all I gotI don’t need nobody to tell methat it’s not the way to goI k
Exist
Physical:sit like a mountain.stand like a tree.move like a river.sleep like a corpse.
3 Secrets
Remember:Stand like a MountainSit like a King (or Queen)Rest like a Corpse
Weekly Diet
* 18 kg bananas (30€, 16000cals) * 1 kg dates (20€, 2800cals) * 1 x celery head (3€, 100cals) * 7 x romaine lettuce “ruukku” (9€, 120cals) * 2 kg […]
Give & Take
the only love that matters is the love you givethe only happiness there is, is the happiness you give take it all, take it nowtake me outi give you all that i c
Somewhere In My Head
i was born in a little townnobody ever heard offound myself in canadawhen i was just 6 six years old guess you could say i’m an american soulbut my blood is sca
Love Is Life
if you want from me what i cannot giveyou want a life i cannot liveyou wanna live in momentsthat you never gonna find and i doubt it anywaythat you want someone
Last Words
the world shall turnas it always didno more hurtlet’s try to liveas if we’d never metas if we’d never knownthat love growsin the garden of the unknown you said
Going Further Than Before
(tuning: EADFA#D#) i feel like half the man i want to bewhen your poison takes a hold of mewe always get our placebut we come back before it’s too lateit’s prob
Love Is Here
we look for lovebut we don’t let ourselves be lovedwe look abovebut we don’t see nothing but the bad stuff we want lovebut we’re not ready to be lovedwe look ab
Brighter Day
life has beaten you downpushed you against the wallso what do you do nowdo you just stand there and fall life has beaten you downtorn you inside outso what do y
Complete Shutdown
so speechless you mine as welljust cut out my tongueall of a suddeni’m not even no oneno matter how you convince mefrom here onit doesn’t get easy it’s hard to
Layers
slowly, but surelyi let go of another layeranother old selfi no longer need it’s burning, it’s meltingthose old waysof thoughts that torturedand crippled me for
Cage
time is like a cagenobody is acting their agewe are old and youngin so many wayswe live in tomorrowsand yesterdays friends are just peoplethat we think we knowa
Meaninglessness
part I: confusioni don’t know what you wanted me to saywe came together in our separate waysi don’t know what you wanted me to dowe laughed about it, didn’t hav
Running Through Puddles
i wanna fall down with you like the rainand we’ll hit the ground like lightningthen we’ll rise up like the sun doesand with the clouds we’ll drift away let’s ge
Cabin
locked insidethe dark cold cabinof my mindwhere birds don’t singwhere city noises hidebehind silenceit’s warm insidethe cozy cabinof my dreamsa place where i ca
Last Day of The New Year
from the cold and darka new beginning startseverything is left behindfor a chance to live a different lifeit’s the last day of the new yearnothing familiar exce
Killing Time
i’ m killing timei don’t know whyi ain’t dead yetbut i don’t feel alivedon’t knowwhere i’m supposed to beso i drownin my sweet misery i’m killing timebut i don’
Glow
i’m turning into something that i’m notand it’s making me forget who you arei don’t wanna forget who you arecause you make me everything i’m not there are somet
Love Is Not Enough
love is not all you needlove is not all you needlove is not enough is love the cause of all the misery and pain?is love the chain with which we wrap ourselves a
All You Need Is You
don’t need no moneydon’t need no famedon’t need no womandon’t need no namedon’t need no goddon’t need no jobdon’t need no lovedon’t need no
Aware
something is happening to me but i’m not scared I guess I’m just becoming more aware aware of what I am and what is around aware of all the
Forgiven
i know it’s been so longi know it’s good to move onmaybe it’s been too longi wish i’d know where you are
Hunger
i got this hunger insideto feel more and more alivei’m going forward but im on rewindi wish someone wouldjust press playi think that would b
Homesick
i’ve been standing stillfor much too longlooking for somethingdon’t even know what
All My Heart Ever Did
all my heart ever did was pump bloodit don’t mean i don’t believe in lovethere’s this girl i used to knowwho made me feel smallbut in a big
Moment
it’s all in the momentnot in the days that defined younot in the months that mattered
Paleo Diet (by Mario Coss)
I can tell you exactly why some vegans who go on a paleo diet have improved blood profiles. Most vegans, rely on grains. And most of those grains, tend to […]
My Health Journey So Far
(post from 30bananas/day community website)
Ocean
drunk on waterhigh on fruitin love with truthwe all have the same pursuitto fall into the oceanthe ocean of gloryocean of beautyocean of fee
Canvas
1:53 in the morningmy place is a fucking messempty bottles lie scatteredher smell is in my headthese monday morningsmy painful gloriesi now
What Is Zazen?
zazen is a form of meditation that comes from zen buddhism. to me, it is the “rock & roll” of all forms of meditation. there is really n
Sorry Eyes
The more I talk to you, the more I feel like i’m home and scared I am knowing that maybe you couldn’t be mine The farther we are, oh the clo
Fundamentals of Health (questionnaire)
Are You Thriving or Surviving?Rate yourself, from zero to ten, in each of the following areas. 01. fresh air (10)02. Pure water (10)03. Foods for which we are biologically designed […]
Clues
what am i to do?with these moments that don’t dowhat they’re supposed to do
My New Life Begins Now
(posted on some vegan forum)
Scrapyard
My life has become a scrapyard. Junk lies scattered everywhere on land that has almost become infertile. The junk used to be precious antiques, cutting edge technology, and building blocks […]
Nobody Land (full album)
you gotta fall if you wanna fly from the fountain of youth we drink until it’s dry we drink until we are drunk on life we drink until we’re
Our Inner Environment
A different perspective. All pun highly intended! I read this on a guide to better composting and realized that this would be exceptional advice for our own bodies as well: […]
Lost Equilibriums
(from vegsource forums) I don’t know if any of you read my posts in the last few weeks. I’ve basicallybeen using this forum as a form of therapy. Just writing […]
1001
It all started with a recommendation from me on how my sister could loseweight to fit her wedding dress… The irony is that this inspired me to become a better […]
Health Is Wealth
So i’m making myself a nice big bowl of fruit for lunch and my dad comes inand says “do you know how much this fruit is costing us that you
One (Metallica)
I can’t remember anythingcan’t tell if this is true or dreamdeep down inside I feel to screamthis terrible silence stops me
Paha Vaanii
(marko & the poutahaukat… finnish band from Kaurismäki film Mies Vailla menneisyyttä)
Amazed
do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn’t really matter if you didn’t know what you didyour days were simple but your thought
Comedown
lets come downfrom where we are nowlets go somewherewe can be alonemy love for youis a one way streetwhere we go nowthere’s no return
To Be Fully Raw or Not?
like most of my writings, this is partly for myself. and to remindmyself of certain things. kind of like those tattoos the guy got in themov
My Love The Burden
my love the burdenI now offer to the cold black nightbut I get no answerand so I cry
Believe In Somebody
sometimes you gotta believe in somebody elsecause the day will come when you need somebody elseto believe in youto lean on youto comfort you
Oustiders
never was a poor boynever even had a chancenever been a fighternever learned to dancenever been a workernever even knew hownever been a sear
Electricity
something’s going oni don’t know whateveryone can see it except usi wish i knew exactly what you wantevery time when our eyes meet we are go
Recording Diary
DAY 1 (april 1, 2010) * testing sounds to decided which mic to use for vocals and acoustic guitar and learn about the different sounds I can get * also […]
Lions
senseless and tiredyou weep behind my dooryou are weak and your eyes are getting sorei’m a travelling a sacrificea that means nothing is no
Compassion 101
what is compassion? for me, compassion is feeling another’s pain, really feeling it believing in somebody else when they don’t believe in themselves understanding and appreciating another’s views even if […]
Banana Island
So I have been 100% low fat raw vegan for a week now. This is my fourth day on banana island. I am eating JUST bananas. Yes they are ripe. I
9 Steps To Our Natural Diet
* whole* fresh* ripe* raw* organic* plants* one food at a time* when we’re hungry* until we are fullAlso known as “the 80/10/10 diet”, it do
Band Rehearsal Regimen
MONDAY – no band practice – TUESDAY – new songs – WEDNESDAY – practice through existing material * part by part, song by song * (with metronome) – THURSDAY – […]
Fundamentals of Health
The 32 Fundamentals of Health(From the book: The 80/10/10 Diet: Balancing Your Health, Your Weight, and Your Life, One Luscious Bite at a Ti
Raw vegan diet daily cost
2 x romaine salad3€ batch of grapes3€ 6 oranges3€ broccoli2,50€ 10 bananas4€ = 15 €/day
Bullshit (woowoo alert)
Stuff that I believe are COMPLETE and utter BULLSHIT: * that cooking food is healthy* that eating meat is healthy* that eating grains is healthy* that there is some great […]
Just You & Me
close your eyesand don’t wonder whyjust you and meand the evening skycheer up chipmunkit’ll be alrightlay with meunder the stars tonight
Sweet Little Tragedy (original)
stuck in betweenthe low life’s paradiseand the american dreamI feed the beastbecause my pain is joyand in my cage I’m free
To Fall Is To Fly
wake up againa new chance to beginthe lights go dimall I need is within
Striptease
afraid to get our hands dirtywe lie awake lonelywishing someonewould give us a pushthrough the gateif only
Restless
these restless nightsi know i don’t wanna diethis restless mindi know i’ll be alrightthese restless worriesare a waste of time
What About Pleasure?
I think there are two kinds of pleasure.
All or Nothing
It’s all or nothingit’s the only way to goit’s all or nothingit’s all i’ve ever known
Health Continuum
For the last 3-4 months I have been experimenting with my diet quite a lot.
Raw Food Diet Journal (30 day experiment)
Start: July 1, 2009End: July 31, 2009
Sacrifice
from the fountain of youth we drink until it’s drywe drink until we are drunk on lifewe drink until we’re blindwe drink until we are readyfo
Thoughts On Eating Meat
If you had to kill an animal to eat meat would you?Why don’t we eat other humans?Are you against eating meat or the meat industry? Perhaps meat related diseases and […]
Greatfullness
My thoughts are floatinglike heavy feathersin a far away landof endless opportunitywhere my arms are trustedby my one true love
Voice
before you have a voiceyou gotta have something to saybefore you are knownyou gotta have something to shownobody cares about what you are no
You Get The Last Word
the world shall turnas it always didno more hurtlet’s try to liveas if we’d never metas if we’d never knownthat love growsin the garden of t
Noises, Words
sick of talkingtired of walkingalways runningnever findingnothing but new distractionsto keep me distracted from myself forever lonelymy heart is onlyi know you
Dirty Window
you can love me but only as a friendyou can kiss me but only to pretendwhen not feeling somethingin your bonesnot spreading your wingsnot thinkingof meas anythi
Innocence
“CainFleeingAbelrWilliamBlake Innocencetake me to a new placedon’t lie be afraid of not changingtalk to insects. say that love is a shotgunthink that ever
Half Asleep
voices jump at me through crowdsthe water is too cold, tv too loudit’s really just give and takelike life on the edge or driving without breaksi am either half-
Cruel
it’s so cruelthat i never got to see your eyesafter we killed each other inside it’s so cruelthat i never got to hear your voicewhen there was no more words to
Only
we know the right words to saywe know when to look and when to look awaywe know how to feel and how it’s fakedwe know what to do and how it breaks but we don’t
Figure It Out
are we victims of our own betrayals?or are we merely standing targets waiting to be gunned downi never trusted in truths that were spoon fed to menor did i take
Arms of Freedom
dav there is a romance in the cold, cold airthere is a comfort in the loneliness i barethere is a beauty in the nightmares at which i starethere is a solitude i
Weak, Weary & Worried
he lights another cigaretteto help him ease his mindhe takes another sipof that glass of tasty wine but every smoker knowsthat there is no window to closeto let
Love Song For An Anarchist
hey youwho destroys peaceyou are onlydestroying yourselfhey you who doesn’t swim but driftsknow that our curseis our gift
See
somedays i am a lonely mani don’t know anythingand i don’t understandi walk along the streets like an invisible mansometimes i wanna disappe
Supermen
i wanna be a supermani wanna save the worldi wanna destroy the bad mani wanna become more than i can i don’t need to be a hero to anyone but myselfi don’t need
Energy Thieves
energy thieves enter through unlocked doorstaking us back through timebefore we used to try what is there left to doin a day that is lacking of clueswe search s